Author Archives: geisha64

Oct.19th,2021

Never be anxious. Matt. Chapter 6 verse 31.

God has given his word that he will care for his loyal servants , and he feels obligated to fulfill that promise. ( Ps. 31:1-3) In addition ,God knows that we would be devastated if he did not care for those who are part of his family. He promises to provide for us both materially and spirituality, and nothing will stop him from fulfilling that promise! ( Matt. 6:30-33; 24:45)

When we remember why God keeps his promises , we can face economic challenges with confidence. Consider the example of the first – century Christians. When great persecution arose against the congregation in Jerusalem , ” all except the apostles were scattered .” (Acts 8: 1) Think what that would have meant. Economic hardship ! Christians likely lost their homes and businesses . Yet , God did not abandon them ; neither did they lose their joy. God supported those faithful Christians , and he will support us .

I will write later !!!

Oct. 19th, 2021.

Mark chapter 6 , verse 31

Come …into an isolated place and rest up a little.

Regarding work , balance is important to write : ” There is an appointed time for … every activity.” He mentioned planting , building, weeping, dancing, and other activities.( Eccl. 3: 1-8). Clearly , two fundamental aspects of life are work and rest. Jesus had a balanced view of work and rest. On one occasion , the apostles returned from a preaching tour . They were so busy that ” they had no leisure time even to eat a meal.” Jesus told them the words of today’s text. (Mark 6: 30-34) Even though he and his disciples were not always able to get rest they wanted , Jesus knew that they all needed to rest. At times , some rest or change truly is needed. We can see that from an arrangement that God made for his ancient people ——the weekly Sabbath . We are not under the Mosaic Law , yet we can benefit from considering what it said about the Sabbath.

I will write later !!!

Oct. 18th, 2021.

Hebrews chapter 6 verse 10.

God is not unrighteous so as to forget your work and the love you showed for his name.

I thought I would right a daily text from the bible. It’s about how God doesn’t forget the things we do for him. Like when we talk to others about his word. Or the kind gestures you make to others. He will not forget all the things you do in his name.

I will write later !!!

Oct. 14,the,2021.

The Rainbow is a beautiful thing. It comes into the sky because God made a promise to the world never to flood it with water like he did in Noah’s day. You can read that in Genesis chapter 9: verses 11 thru 16.

But the world has made it ugly. They have made it a gay symbol. I think that is sad to take something so beautiful and make it ugly that way. I know a lot of people won’t agree, but I don’t care. Why don’t you pick out something else to show off you gayism with. Like why don’t you use a mushroom or something like that .

Believe me , being gay isn’t pretty, it goes against gods laws , and being normal. I’m not against gay people. I just don’t like what they do. I have plenty of gay people I talk to and get along with. I know they are nice people. They just shouldn’t do the things they do. But I keep it to myself.

I thought I would speak out about it here, because no one reads my stuff anyways. But if you do read it and your gay, I don’t dislike you, only what you do.

I will write later!!!

Oct. 12th,2021.

I’m feeling Depressed today. I can’t say why. I just feel low. It’s fall, sometimes I get depressed in the fall. I can’t figure out why. Unless it’s because everything is dying off. Everything looks so ugly when it’s just the sticks on the trees.

When there is no leaves , it looks bare. The grass dies, everything green goes away.. There’s nothing pretty to look at.

It’s like the world closes it’s door to beauty. Then winter comes on and it gets worse. Things get muddy, it’s cold and you can’t go outside. Sometimes it snows , and I don’t like the snow because snow can be dangerous. It makes things slick. People can have accidents. I just don’t like it.

Anyway I feel sad and I hate it. I don’t want to do anything. I just want to sleep. Sleep takes me away from thinking. It’s my escape from how I feel. I don’t have the energy to do anything. Sometimes just getting up out of a chair is too much for me. That’s what depression does, it makes you feel so tired and useless. I sometimes don’t feel loved or worthy of anyone. I just don’t have anything to say to people.

People don’t know what to say to me. There’s nothing they can say. Depression is something that just takes time to go away. It’s like any other illness. You have to just ride it out. But it hurts like crazy. Those who suffer know what I mean. Depression is very lonely.

I will write later !!!

Oct.10th,2021

My ten year old granddaughter comes home and tells us that she gets bullied at school. They call her names ,she says they sometimes hit her. They tell her she is worthless and useless. What kind of kids are people raising?

Don’t you know that when you get bullied you feel like crap ? Some children have even killed themselves because of this. Why don’t you people teach your kids not to bully?

I can tell you why, because you bully people too. You think you are better than anyone else, and you don’t care how you treat others. Well guess what. We are just as good as you, maybe better. So get off your high horse and stop being fools.

Every person in this world is worth something. Even if their bad. God will take care of those people. So stop acting like your god. Little kids don’t need to be picked on. They need to be loved and treated with respect. They are people too, and they deserve to be treated as such.

Teach your kids how to get along with others and respect them. Not laugh at them or make fun of them. For God sake people, your adults, start acting like it. Most of you people couldn’t have lived my life. I been beat on by several different men. I’ve been paralyzed,. I been miss treated my whole life by people like you, and I’m still a better person than you’ll ever be. I know how to treat people with respect and kindness. Take some lessons people, get a grip. Niceness is not a bad thing.

Stop being idiots and be kind. Children are worth everything we have. Treat them better. Treat them like you want to be treated. Not like dogs. Life is too short to be stupid. Teach your kids better and they will be better.

I will write later !!!

Oct. 5th, 2021.

Black cats are interesting. Some say they are a witches cat. Could be. Or they could be a devil’s cat. Who knows?

They sneak around where ever they go. You don’t hear a black cat. You barely see them . But they see you.

They stay under low places to hide from people. Or they climb to the highest place where you can’t see them. They look down upon you like a bird from the sky.

When you do see them , they’re either running under a ladder your on or under your feet or behind your back. Anyway at all so they can trip you up.

If you have one in your house , it sits under a table or couch and just stares at you. Like it’s thinking real hard about it’s next move.

Look into it’s eyes , they look evil. It’s like they’re looking right into you. Not through you, but into to you like they know you intimately. Like they know what you’re thinking. That’s how they stay a step ahead of you at all times.

Black cats can be the most friendly cats there are. They rub upon you, they jump on you wanting to be petted. But what they’re really doing is getting the vibes of your body. Getting the feel of your being. This is how they out smart you.

They always manage to get outside at night. This is so they can lurk around and see how many sins they can join in on before daylight. You would be surprised at what all these cats do when their out on the town. I’d love to be a fly on the garage.

During the day they come to your door wanting in so they can eat and take a long nap to rest up for the next night that there out and about. Remember , you call these pets!

I will write later!!!

Oct. 3rd, 2021

Grief is a personal issue we all have to bare one time or other. Whether it’s aunt’s or uncles , or a friend or neighbor. We will all go through it.

But when it’s someone close to you like a child or parent , it hurts like hell. I lost my mother 21 years ago. It still seems like yesterday. I think of her a lot. I still miss her. It’s hard to believe it’s been that long since I’ve talked to her or seen her. It hurts like crazy that she is gone. But most of the time I go on with life like everyone else.

Something happened to me the other day. I was reading a post on Facebook, it said to always treat your mother right and love her , because you never know when the light will go out. Well as soon as I read that , I started bawling like a baby.

It dawned on me that I’ve been grieving for years over my mom, but I never grieved the day she died. That day was all a blur. My son and nephew were in the room with her when she took her last breaths. My son came down stairs to tell me. I had been trying to rest in the back of my truck, because I had been up with her for so long. I remember he was crying, and he said , ” grandma is gone”. I remember getting up and running back to the hospital, but I can’t tell you how I got upstairs.

I remember getting to the visiting room door and seeing my brother crying. Then I was in her room. I don’t remember how I got there. She was lying still, no movement. I went over to her and said , ” oh mom”. So many things went through my brain. None of us knew what to think or do. She had a little blood coming from her mouth. Me and my sister stood in front of her so dad couldn’t see. I don’t remember crying.

We all left and went home. I remember saying when we pulled in the drive, ” I can’t believe she did that”. My husband asked me , ” did what”. I said “I can’t believe she just died like that”.

We were all so busy trying to get use to the idea she was gone , that I didn’t even grieve that day. When I read that post about the light going out, I just started bawling because , it just hit me , that I hadn’t grieved for my mother on that paticular day.

I was telling my husband about it, and I told him that I didn’t realize that I wanted to scream ” please don’t go, come back mom ” . We were so busy with just the being gone, that I didn’t think about anything else.

I needed her to be here. I needed her to be ok. I’ve been needing her all along. But she is gone. I told my husband, that If I had been clear headed , I would have thrown myself on my mom and begged her to stay. But I couldn’t think straight. So the other day I grieved for the loss of my mom on the day she died. I cried a long time . I didn’t think I was going to stop. I wanted to run into the middle of the yard yelling ” please come back, please don’t go”. But I kept a hold of myself and I didn’t so that.

But that is what grief is all about , never knowing when something is going to hit you and you will start crying. I felt kinda stupid,. But I felt better too. So call me crazy , I don’t care. I love my mom and I always will. I will always miss her. But she is with me in my heart , always.

I will write later !!!

Oct. 2nd,2021.

Out of the past the future holds. Out of the future the presents unfolds.

The present unfolds the future. The past foretells our luck. Luck can tell what could happen, or it could tell what is our passion.

Our passion is what ourselves want. Or it could be what we dream about. Sometimes it gives us clout. But sometimes it makes us pout.

The present takes hold of our future, like standing in the middle of a circle. We run round and round and never find solace. We fall back to the beginning of the surface.

When that happens we either start over or begin again, regardless of the sin.

Sometimes we melt like butter. Sometimes we stand strong. Either way , it could be right or wrong.

But when we sort out our life , it can be a delight. Or it could be dispair. Would anyone care?

Only we have the right to our past , future and present. Everyone else is along for the ride. Let’s hope they can keep the stride.

The older you get , try not to faulter . It’s gets harder going to the aulter. No one is perfect ,this we know. But be a player and enjoy the show.

Hopefully you will have a pleasant present. Without too many mistakes from your past. For what the future brings is all up to you, only you can see it through.

Learn from what happens in your past. Be very careful for your future, Because it can be very futile. Try to live the present with a happy face and make your life a happy place.

I will write later !!!

Oct. 1st ,2021.

Imagine a world without corruption and violence. That would be great. To walk down the street without worrying about getting run down by a car or killed by some fool.

To be able to do what we want without getting hurt or sick. To be able to pet a tiger or a snake without fear . That would be something. As much as love animals, I think that would be cool. To play with a panther without getting hurt. To run with the elk or walk with the ducks or sit and let birds land on you that wouldn’t otherwise. That would be so awesome.

To have a world were people didn’t die, they just went on living and enjoying life. But they could walk were ever they wanted. Because they wouldn’t have to worry about sickness. There wouldn’t be any. We could go anywhere we wanted to go. Just take off walking.

There would be no more sadness, or violence or greed or selfishness. Imagine if people were like that. We could all live together in peace and harmony. Get together and do things . Such as plant gardens , just enjoy being together. We could have homes that were very nice and liveable. We wouldn’t have to worry about someone making fun of us or being rude to us. We could be one big happy people. Helping each other with our work without complaint. Wouldn’t that be great ?

Of course it would. But such a dream , could it ever be? That my dears only god knows. Time will tell what will really happen.

I will write later !!!